wake up to tell me, wake up to show me what i could not find.

i'm sorry.

i want it all. i want to save the world from their emotional rollercoasters, their psychological disorders.

i want to have love affairs with everyone, so maybe i can give them something good in their life.

i want to be the family your parents could never be. the love you thought your girlfriend was.

i want to ease his anxiety & i want to make your depression disappear.

i want something really great in my life, every second of it.

i want all the time & i want forever.

i'm just tired & i miss him in the car, & him in the bed. & him in the hall & her when she cried, held my hand so hard it bled. but i never told her.

i really just want to save & love everyone.

before & after