this is not about love, cause i am not in love.

it's time like these where i want to destroy everything. completely kill every good feeling he's had about us.

i want to scream, I LIED! I LIED, I WAS NEVER YOURS, YOU NEVER HAD ME THE WAY I SAID YOU DID

it was nothing, it was a casual sort of physical need, i don't feel you when i go home for the night.

the worst part is, i'm almost not lying.

before & after