i was shivering inside.
i don't have faith in other people's feelings. if i'm not reminded of exactly how you feel every other day, i forget. i don't forget what happened or what was said, but i forget that it meant anything. it had been a few days since i was convinced about him. he calls me while i'm sleeping. i call him back a few minutes later. he can't leave the army for a few weeks & it hurts beyond belief. but as we're getting ready to hang up he says, "i love you." i tell him i love him too, & he says, "you promise?" "i promise," i said. he hesitates, "forever?" "forever." i can hear him smile - his tone always changes when he smiles, "okay. goodnight." & i hate that i wasn't lying.
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