don't speak.
i know i can't do it. not because i can't be without you, although that could prove true also. but i know it's not fair. but still. ...still, i want to stop knowing you. you make me miserable, you always have. every day now, regardless of how many good times i have, i hurt more than i can stand. & i know it's because of you. i need to have it out with you. i need to say everything, every reason why i needed space, every reason why i'm still mad. i need to know everything you were thinking. i literally have more friends than i care to count, but you're the only best friend i've ever had. but we cannot be friends. we just can't.
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