don't speak.

i know i can't do it. not because i can't be without you, although that could prove true also. but i know it's not fair.

but still.

...still, i want to stop knowing you.

you make me miserable, you always have.

every day now, regardless of how many good times i have, i hurt more than i can stand. & i know it's because of you.

i need to have it out with you. i need to say everything, every reason why i needed space, every reason why i'm still mad.

i need to know everything you were thinking.

i literally have more friends than i care to count, but you're the only best friend i've ever had. but we cannot be friends.

we just can't.

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