worse than you would ever know.

don't get me wrong. i really plan on dating other people. in fact i really plan on playing both of them, eventually settling on the older one as my boyfriend.

i plan on having fun. going through the getting to know someone stage & i really do want to be a good girlfriend for this guy.

but i don't want to do this anymore, this not seeing you.

i simply can't stand it. i want to be back in bed with you. i want to be back in our cars. i want to hold hands at hooters. i want you back.

please, please don't let this be for serious. please don't be okay with this. please understand my hysteria.

i'm just really honestly in love with you, & have been for almost six years.

please. i'm begging you to remember. remember that nothing could ever be better than us, or more real. this was everything. please don't forget.

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