AND THEN

he had an outburst in the middle of a myspace survey & i thought it was hilarious.

"there is absolutely no meaning to life...that there can never be decisions that are right, due to the factors involved, that no matter what, someone will get hurt...there is no meaning to the way we live, because we are unimportant. Our inflated views of ourselves, our decisions, our own meanings, and all of that nonsense is just that, rubbish. I've come to realize that dreamers are really people who've never grown up...and maybe never will grow up to accept life for what it is...BUT i've also learned that people with maturity who base decisions on that maturity are more afraid than anything else...so...maturity is really just instilled fear, and dreamers are just those that are so out of touch with reality that they believe impossible things can happen if you just try. Try is an empty word. Try is the word of people who can not accept the inevitable. Try is a word...for those who hope. I've realized that hope is the last ditch effort by the dreams not to become mature, and hope is a tool of maturity to deny the fact that maturity is the first step in the death march. I've also learned that the rest of these questions dont matter."

before & after