need you like water in my lungs.
i was concerned when i got out of my car this afternoon. i'm excessively vain, so looking like i've just been crying isn't big on my list of good things. i looked in the mirror & i looked perfectly fine. i was crying & it didn't even show. i didn't feel human then. but later after requests & punches i cried. i mean i really cried, the kind where you don't care how you look, how loud you are, or who sees you. i haven't done that in so long. it was all built up. but now i'm going out & when i look in the mirror, i look sad. i've never looked sad before.
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