a beginning.

i had so much trouble this time. because the reality of all these diary changes is that its me saying, "well who do i want to be now?" & i've got to tell you, i don't know now. i don't. but i need some place to hang my hat, i feel like an emotional gypsy & my pale skin wasn't cut out for this. i hate the way i'm speaking lately, it lacks sanity. i'm actually typing this before i come up with a name. oh, well. happy hunting.

sanity checked into a motel at about 1 today due to an overall lack of direction.

i'm sure i won't stay here, i think i dislike the name already.

but its good enough for now.

before & after